Honestly... i dunno what to post.
many things have been running through my mind...
i guess i dunno where i belong...
what is my purpose...
people keep telling me that i will make it one day..
that i will achieve great things
will i?
i am a nobody...
i am in MI for gods sake
is it my place to judge what i can achieve?
cuz society is in control ultimately
I lack the necessary drive to accomplish anything
Or maybe its my die hard nature to just want to outdo everybody
honestly..
sometimes i feel i am held back..
the need not to make my friends feel stupid
the need to have friends in the first place.
i put others before me.
too nice a guy?
sometimes even they annoy me.
maybe i am finally showing my true colours...
but what are my true colours?
who am i?
what am i supposed to be?
i dun even know
and thats saying a lot about a guys mental stability.
if anyone has the answers to these questions..
then i gotta question for you..
what gave you the right to judge me?
society?
or just cause you think you have perfect life?
you know what position i am in?
do any of you really know?
can any of you really tell?
they say experience tells a lot..
but isnt every experience unique?
you think that different backgrounds..
constitutes different treatment
i honestly say i am tired
tired of being the butt of jokes..
tired of being the joke..
i dun want to lash out
that never helped me in the past..
but now i think i am left with no choice
you think you know me???
i swear to you...
none of you really do..